

Free writing 2 :realityMy heart is hurtingFree writing 2 :reality
those words like a knife
twisting inside of me my guts are turning inside out no one can hear my screams screams of agony there dissipating into my head with all the words and thoughts i dread im gonna wake up to find
it was all a bad dream
but no i check again for it was reality


HEHe sits there on the couch Hes thinking where hes going tommorow He cant just think in the now Hes stuck between yesterday and tommorow Hes driving the blade so deep Hes contemplating everything Hes staring at the clock Hes counting along with it Hes feeling doomed He knows nothing is gonna be ok He knows story book endings are BS He knows thoughts of death are limitlessHE


The End "free Writing"burning bright sitting there the room filled with yellow and white. Drinking by candlelight. Bottle in one hand with a note in the other. Im thinking of what i should be thinking. Is this destructive behavior because of you. Are you the cause for my misery or is it just me. Looking for the answers in my head but my heart begs to differ. Another few swigs of liquid heat and ill be swept away. drifting away into thoughts of dark rooms and lonely sillouhets in moonlight. uncrumple the photo of the one who held my heart so tight then let it go watching it shatter into shards of glass. The picture engulfed in my angst as the blood flows from my veThe End "free Writing"


Dark Housedriving through the fog but the message is so clear i come home to a dark house theres no one here where did everyone go abandoned once again a lifetime of lonelinessDark House
its here once again these feelings of no hope in sight the wondering of why i continue to live this lonesome life she told me she dont want and so did the other one just go on down the line all the same answers all the same excuses freindships all i can find but i still come home through the fog back to the same old house again standing here in the dark
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Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our minds.
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~Reality was invented by people without imagination~
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Daniel Micheels
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